Monday, November 16, 2009 - VS :

Haven't been there for a long time.

They said the canteen food sucks but I tried the Nasi Lemak like quite nice leh. Maybe I was hungry. Wdevver. I was productive today and the weather was nice :)

Ace blogged at 7:10 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009 - Max concentration power. :

Is only employed in exam halls. Funny. Never under any other circumstances will I ever use so much brain juice. And after the exam I'll feel like I just studied for 12 hours. It's, exhausting.

I can't really believe it, like after a few more papers I won't EVER need my notes I've been hugging for two years anymore. Mixed feelings. Happy because I don't have to study, sad, hmmm I shouldn't say sad. Perhaps apprehensive. Sometimes when I'm in the middle of exam the thought of "Shit this is the A levels" will buzz into my mind and I'll panic for a bit because I know failure is not an option, yet a little disbelief that this is the last time I'm doing such a thing. Usually when I do papers, be it practice or common tests, I'd want to know how to do every question, because I Need to in preparation for A levels. But in the A levels exam, the thought still pops into my head that I Need to know but it disappears as soon as it came when I realise I won't Need to know the answer anymore.

If you understand the above paragraph I'm quite amazed because I just typed what came to mind. Hahaha.

Ace blogged at 8:09 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 - The Actual "A" levels Examinations :

has begun.

It doesn't feel much different than a normal school exam. In fact, I felt a little more at ease. Perhaps I do not constantly remind myself that this is the actual thing.

Honestly, I don't really want this thing to end. Albeit tiring, it has proved to be fun and has its good times. I mean the studying part. Furthermore, I would be at a complete loss for the first couple of days after the last paper. Every time I try to envision the end, I'd shudder a little. It's like, a whole new freedom to enjoy but I don't know where to start, that's the scary part.

Oh well. Chemistry's tomorrow.

Today I did "Can the transport of food over vast distances be justified?" for GP paper 1 and I googled the question and came across this person's blog. He said something funny and it goes:

"because I believe the transport of food over vast distances cannot be justified, therefore I must go to my food, and not wait for my food to come to me."

Hahaha. I like.

Ace blogged at 9:28 PM

Saturday, November 7, 2009 - GP Tuition :

It was great, terrific. I used to hate GP with a fiery passion, every lesson and piece of work was forced out of me at knife-point, but recently, I seem to grow more attached to it. Sometimes I even look forward to practising it. But too bad, JC life is going to end and I can't enjoy it in class anymore. Sigh. Why can't I like it earlier? Anw, the teacher was super hilarious and... explicit. Hahaha. Hopefully, I'll be able to do better. Why can't VJ teach the same things???

Oh dear, A levels is starting in TWO days. Goodness gracious me. If anything, remember:

"If something can go wrong, it WILL go wrong."

Ace blogged at 9:12 PM

Thursday, November 5, 2009 - I want to cry already. :

I am not motivated to study anymore. I lost the motivation I once had 2 months ago (or did I have any to start with?) and I hate studying now. The only measly things that are cheering me up now is small chats with friends when I study with them and playing cs at night with Gleko. Boring. What is your motivation to study? Care to share?

Time to time I'll try and imagine what grades I'll obtain for A's, and picture the reaction I'll display, be it exceeding expectations, meeting expectations or below expectations. Sounds familiar? I think that was from PW. Anyway, it's just too scary to think about what will happen to me if I get the third one. It's just about like being saddled with a 100 million debt after losing in the Liar Game. I can't falter at the last moment.

Today I studied at Starbucks at PP and I halfway through I decided to visit the washroom and whilst washing my hands I noticed some thin red stuff on my spectacles, or at least I thought they were. On closer look, I realised the red stuff were actually blood vessels popping up on my eyes! I actually have bloodshot eyes. Oh dear.

I had two weird dreams last night. The first one, I dreamt I was being chased by some ancient Chinese army and I was running away. I know I was tired from all the running, but I can't feel the fatique in my subconscious state. It's like, I know I'm damn tired and cannot work my muscles anymore, but I wasn't panting like crazy. Strange feeling. The second dream, I can't recall what happened, but Eileen, the boss at TGYC, was pissed at me because I was late for CIP and I had a good reason for it which I assumed she knew but apparently she didn't. Anw the point is it was quite scary to see her really pissed. Haha.

Okay, all I need now is Precision.

Ace blogged at 8:45 PM

Monday, November 2, 2009 - Brrr... :

Cold man damnit. I was in a freezer the whole of today. =(

Ace blogged at 8:09 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009 - I am a piece of Confucius :

After doing HCI 09 Chem.

Ace blogged at 11:14 PM